Heart Breaker

I hoped you'd be different, I hoped you'd understand,
the confusion inside me, the drama outside,
I thought I'd love you and that you'd love me too,
Truth is that, I shouldn't have spoken atleast not in this life.
Love is not enough, cause love means different things to different people.
Clarity must be sought in what it is, or so I think,
Love is messy, confusing and madenning
It is also joy, kindness and care.
You yell decide, pushing me further into chaos,
If only it were that simple my friend;
Thank you for the memories, and love,
The late summer nights I weep for you,
Hoping for a better chance,
Life is cruel like that at times, it makes you think you have a chance ,
When truly and honestly you don't.
What started must end I suppose as is the case with most things,
May the sun kiss you happy and the wind never cease blowing ,
your hair. May you never stop seeing sunshine in life..........
Good bye dear heartbreaker ! I wish you well.

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